Today, I did Maths Tutorial in the afternoon and then went out with SP and Ql to watch movie"TWILIGHT". It was quite Nice, I like the fighting part.
Today's blog is not about the outing but A LESSON LEARNT TO ME Everything was going very well from the movie to shopping.
This is where a $7 dinner lesson was taught to me. We went to ez-link foodcourt to buy food back home to eat and my money was being cheated. Ql and Sp were buying other food whlie I am alone buying my food. Everyone! Please be EXTRA CAREFUL when u Patronise the MIXED VEGETABLE stall beside Korea food!!! They judge their costomers and charged them with DIFFERENT prices! Especially be more ALERT when u are a Young adult/ Teenager. I did asked why was it so expensive and was reluctant to pay. Then when i got back to my friends, i don't know whether Ql noticed that something was wrong with me because my facial expression changed although I acted nothing happen and all. And as my close friends knew, Ql knew from my facial expression whetherI am lying anot. When I reached home, I told my Mum and Dad and my MuM taught me that I can just walked away and don't buy. It is EXTORTION!!! Of course, my heart hurts(Xin tong) for $$$. However, I am even more heartbreaking is that I was being CHEATED! This is the first time I ate with great regrets. My vision on TV was blurred, my tears were dripping down and the rice I ate was SALTY. Also, I forced and stuffed myself to eat even though I am full.
I felt FULL OF REMORSEFUL AND GUILTY because: 1) I let my parents down by being cheated of $$ given our current situation. 2) I am so STUPId to get cheated. 3) Why the person had to cheat me? I saw another "true colours" of the ruthless people, the society.
Sometimes I wondered, why am I being Cheated? Am I really so NAIVE like what my PW teacher had said about me? Am I being stupid to get cheated? Is it really we cannot always TRUST others(strangers)? Am I too Trusting? Can somebody answer me? Is it that i think of the world, the society and the people too SIMPLE??? Sometimes I wondered, AM I "BEN" or "CUN" ???
Tonight, I wont be able to sleep, I will definitely be pondering over all these. After some long and deep reflecting during the night, I have a Conclusion! =D "Wo Jiu Shi Wo!"